slave to others

my life seems to be a whim of others choice and choosing. Almost like I have no control over any of it, less the reaction I have to their actions. Job is sold, to greeks, who will no doubt clean house and bring in their own family to work it. I ve applied to countless places for employment, they advertise they are hiring, I apply, and get not one phone call.I'm beyond frustrated. And the real kicker is , the "boyfriend" doesn't ask, doesn't appear to care, just goes about his business in his remote fashion. I'm pretty much over this whole experience. No one will read this anyway